Being interested in what you do helps life in so many ways. Not everybody can do what they want though, I guess we have all thought that at some time.
Why not though? Most people who now do what they love struggled at the start and needed to really stick with it.
It's probably been tougher that ever over the past 18 months or so in TV production freelancing, other creative services sectors can use your skills also, put yourself out there too. It will pick up soon and you can be ready to take advantage then.
Express yourself more through your profile and make sure it reflects where you are today and want to be tomorrow.